Edit: oh “no time”/“yes time” I just understood… forget the rest of the message 😅.

Intellectually I agreed. I even remember that I agreed. But if nobody is with me when the time comes to do what was planned, I may still do the other thing.

To take the image, it’s like if I downloaded the patch but never installed it. It’s here, all the informational are there, but they won’t play a role in my acts.

It’s very unnerving for others, but even more for me.