GooseGang [she/her]

It sounds like it impacts your daily routine, which is enough to count. Diagnosis can often be unreliable as it’s self reporting vs what others (often mistakenly) perceive. I hope you can find resources that help improve your quality of life.

My Dad is undiagnosed, but we’re pretty sure. Once he got out of the initial beginners rut piano became easier for him. He also had a piano teacher twice a week then too. He has his favorite composers and his sheet music has to match his level. Also, like gardening, he says being stubborn (aka sticking with it) is the key. Sounds like you’re doing your best and are on the right track!