Well, you’re gonna considering he’s not a Zionist. Now sit down and shut up.

A whole gallon?

Just as acceptable

I asked for them?

No warning either. Just might as well be emotions by Sybil.

Yup. Granted it was after I begged for money because I was going to be homeless and pants shittingly terrifying. And not something I ever want to do again because I felt so so so guilty. I used every cent to everything necessary. Hell someone was like “Get a treat!” and I was like “Fuck that. Bills.” but also mostly because I couldn’t stomach the idea of spending the money on anything other than what was strictly necessary because I hated myself as is

So paid but… with fine print I should have read lol

Posting to Lemmy lol

Well get ready to start laughing…

I do want to clarify, I did not request this and the only way I saw this was via that screenshot. I am so sorry lol

(It should be undone by the way)

If therapy were an option, I would have taken it by now. Unfortunately, such things are not available to me. At least, not therapists that are willing to take me on. Primarily due to the fact that I have had therapists in the past openly say that they are not qualified to handle my case. So I’ve just given up. Some people just aren’t meant to be happy. So now I guide others to a treasure I may never possess.

Anyway, time for WILTY and sleep. Have a good night.

Sorry, my comment was very unclear if that’s how you’re taking that.

When I said one of the many reasons I meant that I have a literal laundry list of reasons that I’ve permanently sworn off romantic entanglements so that I don’t cause emotional grief for other people as well as causing the emotional grief for myself. Like I don’t want to get into a relationship because I have so much baggage that I’m having a difficulty dealing with on my own. I don’t want to put that on someone else.

The ADHD portion is just that I am dealing with my ADHD very badly. If I’m dealing with it that badly on the surface then it will only compound further issues down the line for me.

I was speaking from a personal perspective, not as a universal truth or that it applies to anyone else but me. Genuinely sorry it came off other than how I intended.

One of the many reasons I have permanently sworn off any sort of romantic entanglement with anyone. I will die alone. Not everyone gets to be happy anyway so meh, I’m just accepting it early.

I will say that I was speaking to an admin, before and after this post, and I was told that they’re talking about it but due to a lot of their own rules on removing community moderators it’s more of a process that requires more time. Totally grant that and it makes sense, it’s just more time than I’m willing to let go.