I think that sometimes I get overly talkative out of anxiety. Like I’m worried that I’m not perceived well so I try to maintain control over the situation, only to find that it isn’t working and then I just kind of give up and shut down. Dunno if that’s quite what they’re getting at though.

me with visual art and drawing…i pick it up every couple of months, it looks bad, i give up, rinse, repeat. I think I’ve gotten a little bit better throughout the years at least! And I know it’s not good to hold myself to other people’s standards, and even if my art is shit it still has more value than AI slop! But I still look at it and I’m like, “this sucks lmao”, and I wish I could unlearn that.