All of this resonates with me.

In addition, I had good professors overall who inspired and helped me wayyyyyyyy more than HS teachers.

Mixing that in with me knowing that I should study and actually doing it helped too lol

I’ve ignored an unspoken social contract to help my communities and actively try to get all the wealth.

Must be those damn commies who made me do it.

Womp womp

No golden calves etc etc

Thanks for this. I tend to overthink and dwell too much on politics but this helps. I agree with you but damn it has been an exhausting decade.

Should have put a 1 star review in when Google got invented

Yeah this confuses me to no end. I thought they made America great last election?